Soo Long story short…it’s gonna be be long - This 2 is ME Trying

 I would like to write a blog post but also what is it a note no what is it called article yeah an article on Twitter honestly of just a lot of I'm gonna give write down a few of them and let's just put them all together let's see ... 

maybe its whole series? let's just go for it and then I have one so far...

 that I've written that I think it's halfway done or I think it's done already i'm just gonna put it together put it out there and then honestly yeah take me like long story short it's gonna be a long story that's the title of it and it's gonna be the series of them and you know it's just gonna be what I have in my mind whatever

 I'm going through the day or something like that but it's all the collection of stories not just stories it's just life and you know ADHD mental wellness health life it's what I hold inside but I don't hold inside but I feel like I'm holding inside where I'm not holding inside but it feels like to just be trying every day and like some days I'm like I don't even talk to anything i'm not doing much anybody or anything it's just be trying to just survive and stuff you know and not just seeing like I'm anything bad or anything but I'm just I mean who knows I mean I don't I I'm just trying to best and you know it's like it's I'm just trying like this you know like this for instance like this is just me talking and thinking out loud and I'm using speech to text and it's O K that my I first have to be kind of embarrassed because my slurring and my and my lesbian stuff especially like when I'm really anxious not just anxious like very like

 apprehensive and it's a lot of everything like apprehensive overwhelmed and not really overwhelmed the feel like overwhelmed this huge word that everybody likes to just throw at me or use for me but although I'm just not a word that I would use I know the definition of overwhelmed and I don't feel overwhelmed i feel alone Incest is hoping it connects with someone it's just I don't know it's just I actually haven't been posting anything on social media or anything for a while I was trying to do my best and I was working on so much that I've been I can't wait to share that's how you want people say that now I hate it but I just think cause I'm someone who wants to like you look what I got I want to show you this and I'm so excited and stuff but like it's halfway down it's not overly done because I'm doing this and that and then this and then you know I'm trying to ridicule because I'm trying to see I'm not just trying to see I'm trying to like live and be happy again with many dogs and you know cuz I

 know it's crazy cuz I say she's my saving Grace but I mean where would I be without her and I can't say where we should be without me because that is one beautiful sweet dog she is such an amazing miracle of Heaven of life of everything that just the abundance of what happiness and Grace is in with the world but I feel weird too that I haven't been on social media and stuff and for awhile I was already feeling like that so I guess it kind of helped me when it got really busy because it wasn't able to just take my time to post from my own social media or anything and I was able to kind of hide away back into a little bit of a private life in a in a sense even though it wasn't really I know it had to come back but for a

 moment too while I was working on everything on these projects and on this and the business stuff and everything else it felt great it felt like I almost like an escape like almost as if I was a isolated again but not in that sense of hardship and and psychological warfare and everything else between like that if I felt more like if I felt more like I was just concentrating on working doing something that I love doing I couldn't wait to see the outcome of it, just one paw at a time...

i wonder... what the dogs think happen to me...?

🐾 🧨🐶Oh my gosh wow, what week, or month, but wow a day!!!! 🏠🎬📝✨

brb saving it fur my drafts… i gotta get back to working on these very ambitious goals, and dogs, course, the journey to home & happiness for Riley grace & i. Oh my fury friends…stinky, hungry, bunch of personalities an adventure every day. but definitely never my reason fur not being not happy. hopefully soon! I’m working hard on it yall I promise! this life brings me happiness; I think we all deserve happiness. Dont you? I’m living . I’m not asking for anything.

 Anyways why am I writhing this, I’m working hard on it yall I promise, probably will be making a batch of treats tonight if I don’t sleep, but def tomorrow/today morning, who wants a a  one or 3 🦴?  Or dog walked or bathed.

A lot of memories came back today and all these days I would work on “Pawliday’s” and was working on projects and seen photos and video.. I don’t even take pics of myself so many dogs ans cats and birds ans dogs and chickens and videos and happiness. it’s weird that I’m on the internet everyday, just being raw and unprivate about my own existence and well being. Everyday if not the whole day sometimes I think or i remember, my “social media flexing” was me and the dogs and tada! lol or you know. Gym selfie every day or so but, it’s Because especially. Like today…

I haven’t had a pawliday to spend time and plan how I always do, to me keep them safe, and comfortable and not so scared ya know ? extra treats of music and just everything. ( I mean I totally have been if coopers read this y’all know we are so grateful to always be working with queen Khaleesi today was definitely extra special, Riley grace sure does love her buddy and being happy here too and that makes me happy ✨)

(It felt like I was alive for a moment or if I remember what being alive at that time felt like. When some of memories and/or feelings come today or when everything feels. I’m not a doctor I’m just living An sharing my experiences and from what I can recall from time to time and how much of that experience or events I feel compelled or not knowingly “feeling comfortable with sharing it, as in all of this from everything and everyday that I’ve shared, “it’s still a process and part of the healing recovery journey of being able to go through and remember, relive, recover and still try, regardless i don’t feel that I can be comfortable anymore without feeling uncomfortable, but I will just say that for right because I’m feeling uncomfortable by being overwhelmed,…. They say use your words and 5en when i use them,… listen, I’m just trying… and you’re not WEBmd soo… it’s my trauma, not your narrative, but I’m still going I’m still trying, because most recently I thought of a couple days ago or so, I… I just wondered & wonder or a little bit while I was looking and riley and Khaleesifet excited for a walk and eat treats after our pst walk ( as per usual i was definitely to blame for spooling everyone’s animals ill never be sorry, lol but I did feee, bad about Dukie and Januaryb oh my gosh those sweet eyes and cry’s! I would give them the entire refrigerator if they wanted it lol, ) is it okay to say lol in this esay blog post thing? Or hahaha? lol is best I feel .

  

Soooo… I wondered, what the dogs and animals think or thought happens to me? Because truthfully, I the one real opinion from someone who believes in your just as much as you believe in them that they can be potty trained and you raise them or care for them or they pee all over everything every time they come over immediately, lift of a leg! im talking about you  Dunkin’! ( the girls aren’t off the hook either lol raven and June and of course baby poodle Kane… puppy’s am I right ? )  oh boy he is my little tsa personal bodyguard. You would not believe how incredibly proud but oh so amazing but not surprised, just in awe that I get to see the magic of being with all of them and being able to be together and be happy within our own world as a family and friends and misfits and some of them even….. oh man. I need to take a paws, I would tell the dogs that when they would act wild on the leash or to wild inside haha! love that pup ( Dunkin ) and I would still have fresh cut apples for him, I always made sure to have one or save a slice if he was coming over that day, and he would chew it right next to me feet so happily. not or and, sit stay or  

Hmm naritives, … narrative’s “ hey Siri’ what’s - narit- Narration refers to the act of telling a story or the method by which a story is told, focusing on the perspective and voice, while narrative encompasses the structured sequence of events in a story, including plot and content.”

Meet Roberto & Riley Grace — The Heart Behind Smiles Fur Miles

 

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Hi, I'm Roberto! And this is my dog and official partner-in-crime, Riley Grace.

She's my saving grace—we saved each other, and every single day, she shows me what it means to stay PAWsitive and find joy in the smallest moments.

Welcome to Smiles Fur Miles, where our mission is all about people, paws, and purpose!

A Fairytale Built on Deep Love

Starting this animal care business was never just a regular career move for me—it was like breathing. It all started with my first dog, Lucy, a German Shepherd I rescued when I was 18. We had eleven-and-a-half incredible years together. When she got sick later in life, I went all in, marketing myself and building Smiles Fur Miles so I could be by her side every single day. She became my guardian angel, and she taught me that my true happiness comes from taking care of these animals.

People sometimes ask me if I ever get tired or annoyed running a pet care business entirely on my own. Never! Honestly, I get sad when I'm not around them. How could anyone get tired of this lineup? I can go down the list of my clients' dogs like the alphabet: Scout, Dunkin, Duke, Stella, Peanut, Pebbles, Pixie, January, June... every single one of them is my favorite story.

Sometimes I look around and feel like I'm living in a storybook fairytale. I'm the guy who goes to a party and spends the whole night hanging out with the family dog or watching the fish tank because animals just make me feel safe, happy, and included.

Going Above and Beyond (Rain or Shine!)

At Smiles Fur Miles, we believe every animal deserves a human who completely shows up for them. For me, that means doing whatever it takes. Whether I'm zipping across town on a scooter or jumping into an Uber to pick up your pups, I'm there. When those loud Texas thunderstorms hit and the dogs are terrified, you'll find me walking right through the rain to get to their houses, making sure they feel safe, cuddled, and loved.

This isn't just work to me—it's a gift. Because your pets give us so much joy, we believe in giving back, too. That is why a percentage of our proceeds every single month from our pet care, apparel, and homemade treat drops goes directly to supporting local animal shelters, LGBTQ+ organizations, and mental health awareness.

Riley Grace and I are building a world centered entirely around home, heart, and happiness. We're so excited to welcome your furry (or scaly!) companions into the family, Gracing to home and happiness, you, one paw at a time,..

writing again?....

Hello, do you read? What is this? It has been an exceptionally long time since I last engaged with this, and it feels as though I have been disconnected from life itself for quite some time as well..

ill be here and youll see me more and more of me ive been all over and everywhere 

My Special Whistle

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A Quarantine Christmas!

 #newvideo is live, hope this brings a smile to your heart - A Quarantine Christmas! https://youtu.be/Rw-vpA00o80 

2 years sober

tada, so happy to be here at - 2 years sober #dontforgettosmile https://youtu.be/Fvw-1QbRyWA