Here It Is Our 2014 CARRASCO FAMILY CHRISTMAS CARD!

Here it is a dream come to to get a picture with the one and only Santa Claus we love it and hope you all love it as much as we do merry Christmas and have a happy holidays! from the Carrasco family!

Houston Zoo Lights With Berenice!

How awesome was this day? so awesome! i had never been to see this Houston zoo lights and let me tell you it was just so very amazing! my friend Berenice is just so sweet and warm i love her so much. but yous guys cant have her shes my best friend okay?

we also vlogged the whole night at the zoo so check it out https://www.youtube.com/user/TheRobcarrasco  if you already haven't. its pretty cool. we made some new friends too that love Disney as much as we do, it was so great then we went to go eat and pee at Denny's lol great night oh and Berenice came to my new apartment to come and see Lucy for the first time she loved her! and the new place. 

well i have to go and pretend to be an adult now and eat some food lol have a great night or day where ever you are in the world. SMILE 

Im Still Here, inside and out.

 It's insane that parts get ripped apart and ruined. Did you know that things sometimes aren't easy to find when you loose them? I know it's tuff for people to find them.

  But did you know I'm great at finding things? Really I am in my friends and family I'm know for it you loose something I'm the master at it like boom here it is I found it! There like whoa your great and amazing I'm like it was easy. Yeah easy it is for me. 

 I have no clue why I told you that story but I think I do Because I'm me. I am lost, and need someone who's great at finding things like me? I'm here but floating, not like a root beer float or a boat but like a person in a river in a water fall not like Pocahontas Because I can't swim but like the little bird or a rock, rocks can't float so yeah you get it? 

 I'm right here though I'll be fine I have my tough days like you all even when I'm super happy there's so much going on but it's not my place nor is it right for me to move a jenga piece. But you know what? I'll be okay and so will you all its not like this roller coaster will stay down for so long I'll fix it with help I have tools and so do you. Okay? I love you and don't forget smile. 

Here have some hope.

Here, Have Some Hope!❤️: http://youtu.be/ooAoz0Q9Vdk

Thank You My Dear Friend

My friend, my dear friend i thank you oh so much from all over for standing my by side of all nights and never leaving me. Staying there and not ever judging me yoy are in a million. You are the moon the brightest one out there i know with you up there i am not ever alone. I hope all goes well and as they say even miracles take time... thank you im not alone. 

The Last #SuperMoon of 2014🌕

 The last #supermoon Lucy & I will go for a run and enjoy this. #dontforgettosmile we love you guys #fatherdoghter #lucythedoghter

The Three C's Of Life

  

  So I've been thinking, and for any of you who are like "whoa there rob, you think?" Why yes, yes I do with a side of smile and hugs please. I haven't been blogging since I moved out in July like I used to everyday and I would blog about everything I shall get back to it my little gum drops and I will. 

 Let's start off with this, how are you all doing? Oh yeah, me too, I know it's getting cold here. Oh sorry didn't hear you there, What was that? You have snow to its sunny where you are? Oh awesome! My sunshine melon gum drops. Man I can't spell at all to save my life. 

 So I was thinking about the three C's and it's true my family friends and even little doggies Chanel and Lucy are one amazing group around me especially that one very amazing guy. Do you know him? He's my prince. His name is Arin, he's my Prince Charming. He's so kind and warm, no really he is. But he also is very warm with his big heart and kind soul. He's so smart too. he can spell. 

 So yes, the C's this is something my prince has taught me. I've learned it since we were friends for years now. He's always put this to my mind. But now it's come clear since he's been teaching me and telling me so many things. But this is something he tells me and I know, now and forever. People tried to "tell me" or "help me" but not like the way he has,he has a way of making all the walls around me get put up and make me stand still close my eyes, breath, calm down and really calm down. The walls then all fall and it's like we both are in a white room or a field and just talk and I know what to do and what I did wrong and how I need and should have made better choice's in life or it's just seeing the world in a whole diffent way instead of my own way of flowers and smiles. It's more real.

 If I've never made the choice to make a change in my life from the day I first moved out and everyday since then, to not ever give up on love or even just let someone say "hello there I love you so much i don't want you to stress out I'm right here with you and for you we are going to do this together robertito." Arin calls me that he's so cute when he talks Spanish. When I dream at night I dream of happy things that make my heart calm and then sometimes I dream of bad things that make my heart hurt. I feel bad for hurting anyone ever in my life for having to put up with me. 

 I'm trying really, really hard to change honestly I am. It's crazy but I am. I can talk about all the bad in my life but that wont solve anything right now. I have to grow up, I never Knew how too. I seen people do it just, for myself it's not something I've ever done I always thought I did or was but I was only going by life like a hamster in a hamster wheel. Paying a bill, keep running, sad times, keep runnin on that wheel don't even pass for some water, angry? Keep going little fat ass. Anyone angry at you? It's okay keep going no one wants your opnion let them be mad at you. Just be there for them. I love everyone in my life so much I really do. I don't like when I see someone hurt or mad so I just shut down and would want to run away and come back to happy times but, im slowly not anymore I'm staying there and listening and realizing and owning it.

 But I can't help but feel like an Asshole I didn't grow up right away or what I thought I did grow up wasn't growing up at all. I didn't have a childhood. So I wanted to have one now. I wanted to be happy and smile and make others happy. I just didn't find the balance until now, I am Slowly, but I swear it with all my might with Every once of love and life in my heart and body I am! I'm growing up and learning to not only be my own person because I'm not even a person, I don't know who I am now. But what I do know is that I can love with all my heart and every once of me. 

 This time I can't let anyone down, but most importantly I can't let myself down. Im feeling all the feelings, I feel like, A Real person everyday. It's not just me it's you all out there my amazing family and friends thank you guys so much. It's Chanel and Lucy our dogs. It's you my Prince Charming, Arin, thank you for just being you I love you so much since day one and forever. You can't ever repay or thank someone for all they do for you just love them and I love You all with all my heart. I love you Arin more then you will ever know.  

 Thank you. 

Wow 67subs and 6,776 views!

This is so amazing! Thank you guys so much! 67 subscribers and 6,776 views on my youtube Chanel http://www.youtube.com/therobcarrasco  holy cow! I've never had 6,776 anything in my life besides all of Lucy's dog hair. Wow I love you all so much and give you so many hugs thanks for being here as I am for you. It truly does mean the world to me and my fury child it's what I love it do.