Roberto Carrasco

So, here's the thing. I don't even know what to say because this is all brand new to me. No words can even come out of my mouth. The only thing that comes out are tears from my heart that come out of my eyes. I've never had anyone die in my family or really know of anyone to feel the pain. this is so weird I woke up today in hopes it was a bad dream but guess what? it's not.   Tio Chicky your not here, I wish I had magical hair like repunzle in tangled so I could have healed you and sing and then you would have been all better again. This isn't the fairytale chapter i wanted in my book, because my ohana isn't here. Yesterday when I was told you were not here my heart stopped and all I thought of was you screaming at the bottom of the stair case "ma! Come here please!" And laughing because you would just tell grandma you were messing with her and she would get mad then you would really tell her you wanted her to go eat with you or something.   Remember ...

 I'm so very happy for my dear friend Nicholas. A big move so fast it's already been a month now and your coming a long way growing and a new car and so much more. I'm very happy as long as you are happy that's all that matters because that makes me happy.   I want nothing but the best for you in life and for you to be able to breathe and just be who you are and all that you want to be. You have one huge heart filled with so much love, hope, and kind words that can make anyone's day where ever you go in life.   I hope you always be you smile like a half moon( that's really big by the way, I mean have you seen a half moon talk about huge!) and believe in you and if you ever think about giving up don't. I know you have so many that care about you in the world!   Most importantly I'm here and Lucy but she will just eat your food. But I'm right here for you and not ever going to want to leave your side from the ups and downs ill be here. Always, my ohana...