Wishing You A Happy NEW YEAR!

  Hello out there everyone in 2015! i hope you all had the most wonderful and amazing new years eve, and day! 

 Here's hoping you're year is filled with smiles, great people that you love and hold so close to your heart as i do to mine. you all mean so much to me thank you for coming along on this ride with Lucy and i! hope to see all of your faces soon and here's to many more videos, smiles, blogs, and tons and tons of dog hair we love you!

 the picture above is my mom on my right and my tia Yolanda (tia means aunt in Spanish) i love them they are both great moms and mean so much love to Lucy and i! my tia yoly is also like a mom to me I'm so blessed and very grateful to have woman and men in our life that play the roles of mom and dad. even grandma and grandpa to Lucy and i.

more pics to come! how cool is this Disney pic i found on google?

and remember DON'T FORGET TO SMILE!

Im Still Here, inside and out.

 It's insane that parts get ripped apart and ruined. Did you know that things sometimes aren't easy to find when you loose them? I know it's tuff for people to find them.

  But did you know I'm great at finding things? Really I am in my friends and family I'm know for it you loose something I'm the master at it like boom here it is I found it! There like whoa your great and amazing I'm like it was easy. Yeah easy it is for me. 

 I have no clue why I told you that story but I think I do Because I'm me. I am lost, and need someone who's great at finding things like me? I'm here but floating, not like a root beer float or a boat but like a person in a river in a water fall not like Pocahontas Because I can't swim but like the little bird or a rock, rocks can't float so yeah you get it? 

 I'm right here though I'll be fine I have my tough days like you all even when I'm super happy there's so much going on but it's not my place nor is it right for me to move a jenga piece. But you know what? I'll be okay and so will you all its not like this roller coaster will stay down for so long I'll fix it with help I have tools and so do you. Okay? I love you and don't forget smile. 

The Three C's Of Life

  

  So I've been thinking, and for any of you who are like "whoa there rob, you think?" Why yes, yes I do with a side of smile and hugs please. I haven't been blogging since I moved out in July like I used to everyday and I would blog about everything I shall get back to it my little gum drops and I will. 

 Let's start off with this, how are you all doing? Oh yeah, me too, I know it's getting cold here. Oh sorry didn't hear you there, What was that? You have snow to its sunny where you are? Oh awesome! My sunshine melon gum drops. Man I can't spell at all to save my life. 

 So I was thinking about the three C's and it's true my family friends and even little doggies Chanel and Lucy are one amazing group around me especially that one very amazing guy. Do you know him? He's my prince. His name is Arin, he's my Prince Charming. He's so kind and warm, no really he is. But he also is very warm with his big heart and kind soul. He's so smart too. he can spell. 

 So yes, the C's this is something my prince has taught me. I've learned it since we were friends for years now. He's always put this to my mind. But now it's come clear since he's been teaching me and telling me so many things. But this is something he tells me and I know, now and forever. People tried to "tell me" or "help me" but not like the way he has,he has a way of making all the walls around me get put up and make me stand still close my eyes, breath, calm down and really calm down. The walls then all fall and it's like we both are in a white room or a field and just talk and I know what to do and what I did wrong and how I need and should have made better choice's in life or it's just seeing the world in a whole diffent way instead of my own way of flowers and smiles. It's more real.

 If I've never made the choice to make a change in my life from the day I first moved out and everyday since then, to not ever give up on love or even just let someone say "hello there I love you so much i don't want you to stress out I'm right here with you and for you we are going to do this together robertito." Arin calls me that he's so cute when he talks Spanish. When I dream at night I dream of happy things that make my heart calm and then sometimes I dream of bad things that make my heart hurt. I feel bad for hurting anyone ever in my life for having to put up with me. 

 I'm trying really, really hard to change honestly I am. It's crazy but I am. I can talk about all the bad in my life but that wont solve anything right now. I have to grow up, I never Knew how too. I seen people do it just, for myself it's not something I've ever done I always thought I did or was but I was only going by life like a hamster in a hamster wheel. Paying a bill, keep running, sad times, keep runnin on that wheel don't even pass for some water, angry? Keep going little fat ass. Anyone angry at you? It's okay keep going no one wants your opnion let them be mad at you. Just be there for them. I love everyone in my life so much I really do. I don't like when I see someone hurt or mad so I just shut down and would want to run away and come back to happy times but, im slowly not anymore I'm staying there and listening and realizing and owning it.

 But I can't help but feel like an Asshole I didn't grow up right away or what I thought I did grow up wasn't growing up at all. I didn't have a childhood. So I wanted to have one now. I wanted to be happy and smile and make others happy. I just didn't find the balance until now, I am Slowly, but I swear it with all my might with Every once of love and life in my heart and body I am! I'm growing up and learning to not only be my own person because I'm not even a person, I don't know who I am now. But what I do know is that I can love with all my heart and every once of me. 

 This time I can't let anyone down, but most importantly I can't let myself down. Im feeling all the feelings, I feel like, A Real person everyday. It's not just me it's you all out there my amazing family and friends thank you guys so much. It's Chanel and Lucy our dogs. It's you my Prince Charming, Arin, thank you for just being you I love you so much since day one and forever. You can't ever repay or thank someone for all they do for you just love them and I love You all with all my heart. I love you Arin more then you will ever know.  

 Thank you. 

Fav shirt and jeans

#OOTN this #Express shirt is one of my fav shirts! And fav #levis jeans, don't forget my stitch case :) #disney! 

Ditch The Sugary Drinks

Say bye bye to all those sweet drinks and start thinking smoothies and tons of water. It's not that bad calm down haha! You will feel like you have more energy and you won't be as bloated, and loose the weight as well. Try it out and let me know after 5weeks how you do you can do this! 

Five Week Challenge starts Now!

Hi guys! Get excited!!! I'm starting my first  ever challenge, it's a five week challenge my friend jay was asking me about what i do for workouts and my sister Jessica as well. Also so many of you haha! It's awesome. Now, I'm not a fitness trainer or anything but I do love to workout and help others in anyway I can so I'm going to help you guys out.

 So tell me what you guys what to know more of and all what you want me I talk about an we will all help each other. We can talk here or on my Facebook page. Facebook.com/TheRobCarrasco or we can twitter talk as well. Twitter.com/TheRobCarrasco use the hashtag #5weekchallenge so we can all talk together or post pics or meals and everything. 

 I thought if, no one has that ball rolling just yet or if we need that extra push together we can do it! Or I can at least help you in any way I can. Ill try my best to update my blog and all social media where ever you can find me haha. 

 At the end of the five weeks I not only want you to feel good on the outside but on the inside as well and be able to go out there in the world

and be confident inside and out.  

 Ill be updating my most recent pic of myself with #5weekchallenge on Instagram and twitter and post on my Facebook. You can as well or just save it for yourself so at the end of the 5weeks you can see if anythings changed. 

 Good luck everyone, get excited! 

Happy Valentines Day!

We love you all so very much. The word love or simply I love you doesn't do it when Lucy and I can scream and bark it! You all mean so very much to us with your kind words and love and smiles and joy. Everyday you all, just being you(unless your a killer which I hope your not or someone one crazy then be someone else k?) makes us very happy and our hearts happy. A smile a day makes us oh so very happy! And it makes you happy as well see don't you feel better?

Morning breakfast cake!

Thanks guys for all the amazing birthday wishes from Lucy and I dog kisses and smiles from us we love you all so much!:) ill be posting more pics but just wanted to take this time to say thank you. I am very thankful for all of you, we really are! Even sometimes when I cant spell lol!

Last Years Christmas Card Photo Shoot

Last year Lucy and I went all out on our first big photo shoot together. It was so fun and big! Like as big as the cold weather was, or as big as the huge poop she took, it as big as my pocket was full of dog treats for Lucy lol! But it was so much fun my friend bekha took all the pics it was great I love her she's so nice!:) well here they all are and the main card enjoy:) from 2011 this is a tradition!:)

Mommy Monday: Stop Drop And Love

Mommys have a very tough job, staying up late, night and day. Can you imagine not getting any sleep and still going about your day? Working, doing the household chores and so much more and still being a mom. Now don't get me wrong there are great daddy's out there that do a wonderful job as well, But this is mommy Monday.

Weather your a new mom staying up late at night with your new born and all of a sunned a fever is to come up or a mom with experience waiting up for your kids to come home from there first day of school or even home from a party that night or even just up looking through the crack of there door to make sure there tucked in to bed and sleeping. Moms have that twenty four hour non sleep schedule.

If your child gets sick you stop what your doing at that very moment and do what needs to be done. Even if you go about your day you think about your child or children. I know so many mothers out there that give so much of there time to there child/children. You moms are being notice for your work and all the hard work that you put into your child. Thank you for all your hard work your doing a wonderful job.

Here are some tips that will help you go thought your day and ease your mind to know that your doing a great job, and to help you with a few things along the way.

1. Always have a first aid kit on hand. Kids can get a bit wild while having fun or even just helping out at home can cause a little cut or something. It's always best and helpful to have on hand, very inexpensive and you can get one anywhere.

2. Don't let anyone tell you any different on what you do. What works for you, works for you.

3. If co-parenting is an option, go for it don't do it all alone. Even if you have help take the help while you can. If your spouse and loved one is right beside you take turns don't forget the bet thing is communication.

4. Always keep doctors numbers and addresses on hand for any given time. It comes in handy.

5. Sleep is very important and your health so when you can, mommys yes I'm talking to all of you moms out there. Please take care of your health. It does no good to anyone if Mom's to sick. So take care of you too.

You care with all your hearts and "Stop drop and love" every time so don't stop thinking about you as we'll.

I love you and so much thanks for doing a wonderful job.

Lucy Lights The Way

Today I got Lucy and new leash from walmart. It's so awesome of light up and blinks with two different functions. They sell 5diffrent colors Lucy has the red one as seen in the pics they wer out of pink. My coworkers said it would go with her coat and they wer right!

Get yours at http://www.liteyleash.com/ to find where you can buy yours or go to http://www.walmart.com

Tell me what colors you get? And tweet me your pics or Instagram with #liteyleash

Sunday Skin: don't Chap About It

Since the weather is getting very cold, you might want to get invested in a great lip balm. You can easily make your own or by a very in expensive one.

Do: apply when needed and before bed. So your lips soak in all that moister.

DON'T: Lick your lips. If your licking your lips for them not to get chapped and nasty then stop that right now. That will only make it worse.

If you do lick your lips a while lot and pucker up plenty then. Apply your fav lip balm.

Mine has to be any from blistex or Burt's and bees or this cherry flavored one from Chapstick. I think I like them all.
Tell me your fav.

Lucy And I Carve A Pumpkin

watch the video here:

and take a look at our pumkin carvin maddnes muhahahhahah have a safe and happy halloween!

Here's pics:

Happy National Coming Out Day!

Today is a big day its national coming out day. I just want to say thank you to you for always standing by me. I never knew i would come out one day. i never knew i would come out. i was always scared. I'm  not going to repeat that story that would be way to long and way to emotional.

 

  My cousin Jessica and Anthony always protected me once i got here to Texas and are still here for me so is my family and friends. Eliu, Milo, And Saul we are the Sex And The City and were happy with who were are, we are all very different but gay, but different. ill let you figure which four is which four LOL!

 I want to tell you all that you are not alone, you are never alone. i know things get scary and its a very scary world but always remember to be you. everyone will love you for who you are. i love you!

don't forget to smile, oh yeah and I am A PROUD GAY MAN, and A PROUD GAY FATHER TO ONE AHMAZING DOG named lucy

watch my coming out story here:

Advice From Rob: Stress

 Hi Everyone!!
   i just wanted to tell you all how much i love you all so very much! and that you're all amazing and always so very special to me just makes my heart so happy and makes me smile everyday along with my hairy dog!

  Stress: its a very hard thing to deal with some of us bottle it up and some of us let it go away like if its nothing at all. i was asked if i can talk about this and how do i deal?
Yoga has helped me so much and meditation. and just having someone to talk to i hope this helps find what helps you. don't stay stressed for long. love -Rob

No job Is Easy

We all have a job, we all have a hard job, we all have An easy job. It's an easy job when we can get it and it comes natural to us. A job is a Job.


You call you're job easy when you can get the hang of it and it's a "piece of cake" to you. Or even when it's something that comes natural to you. Do you love you're job? Are you at you're dream job yet? Is this where you want to be?

I always think of this when I'm at work and I'm not alone. I know my job isn't easy and I always ask around and the person next to me doesn't have an easy job as well there Job is much harder then mine. Then the person under or above them has a much harder or less work then them.

Then my friend gets a better job where he is way better where he worked at and it comes like a piece of cake to him. That job is easy, then to someone else it might come as confusing or hard.

Not everyone can do my job. Not everyone can do obamas job. Not everyone can do a janitors job. A job is a job, no job is easy, no job is hard. Take what you can at any time own it! And do all you can to move up and on. Everyone's part in a job is very important. Remember that.

Two Wrongs Don't Make A Right

Growing up my grandparents always taught me that no mater what someone does to you, that no mater how much they hurt you, or even are rude to you, "two wrongs don't make a right". They are very right.

I know even now that they are very right. If someone hurt me why go and spread the hurt right back? Why go on again and do what they do to me on to someone else? Or even right to them? If I wanted to show them a "lesson" I would go on with my own life and tell myself "lesson learned" that's a closed chapter now. Move and go.

I have been hurt recently and I've seen people recently get hurt badly. And some think/say "well karma is a b****" that may be true but if it's karma then let karma do it's job, not you. You go and be you and be happy. Everyone deserves happiness.

Outside Looking In

 

 Ive never felt the need to go and ask for someones approval or let alone for someones help. I am and i have always been a strong person. I know that not everything is perfect. I have tried to achieve perfection but that's not a bad thing. To me its my life and how i see it. we all see our lives different. Not everyone has the same dreams not everyone has the same goals or views on love of life its self. not many people  can stand in a room and say a huge speech. not many people can dance or not many people can workout as much as the next person and that's alright.

 

  My life is always going so fast it never stops and that's okay. I can always tell when  things are going to go bad or when i just have to put my smile up or even sometimes cry my eyes out. its not always fun to do. but sometimes it has to be done. i have goals and dreams..... which is what i call my goals, my dreams. lately, well recently my life was going well, so i thought. I tried to keep it together like i always do, but i needed and what i wanted were two different things.

 

 I knew i had to stay busy and focus and do what i had to do, i know i have to be happy i know my life is my life and no one Else's but hey, were all human we all make mistakes we all need a good pow-wow every now and then and my time was last week the tears weer all over the place at any given time. I thought i was doing great but i did what i do when it gets rough i say I'm fine and smile. But it was a lot. A lot had recently happen that i didn't take time away from i went straight to shooting a video bloging or working or just something.

 

 At the end of the day family and close friends, yeah even you coworkers and people you work with see something that isn't you anymore that you cant hide. so i took a few days off and had some talks and asked my self "what was wrong? whats really wrong? why are you crying?"

 

 

 So when i did that i felt more different like i could breathe endless talks with the people i love and care about so much made me realize so very much i love who i am. things weer simple to me and they are one day ill get my fairy-tale one day, but for right now ill keep following my heart and live my life and keep growing every day, my dog and i.

  I just wanted you all to know as much as you all say i help you in any difficult time in youre life you all help me. its the outside looking in. this song reminded me when i was younger and listened to it for the same reason so listen. love. laugh. and dream. remember don't forget to smile because you are special. i love you.

   P.S thank you all so very much i love you

 

My 100th Blog Post Is To You MY READERS!

With so much always going on in my life all around me and i don't even know where to begin but i want to thank you all who read my blogs daily oooooor when ever i can LOL! but for real! its to you!!!

 

More to come!!!

 

You all ask for beauty tips, diet tips, workout tips, tips maybe even? LOL! and life and love and anything. weather I'm updating you on my life or the ahmazing people i meet out on the street this is for you, anyone so thank you for reading i love to write i someday want to have so many books and a talk show but for now thank you for everything hugs and smiles a nd remember dont forget to smile because youre special.

 

 

 

Heres a few of my fav pics i posted on my blog:

 

 

love Rob